So……Here we are! Exactly four weeks left until Izzy’s due date! (Only 26 days actually,
since im counting, but whose counting?) I feel…….slightly underwhelmed actually! I feel like I SHOULD be anxious, and over-excited, and stressed, and that my heart should be beating at a heart-attack-inducing pace…..but it’s not. And I dont know why!!
I am beyond ready to meet our little ladybug, in all her juicy, tiny, adorable glory, but I think i’ve just become a little disenchanted by the wait!
EVEN THOUGH I probably don’t have those 26 days. Probably more like 14 or something. I’m 2cm dilated, %70 effaced. Last friday, my Dr. told me he didnt expect me to go past 2 or 3 weeks, which would put us closer to the 13th-14th than the 20th. But it could happen pretty much anytime. But it’s not. And im over it. Is that weird? Am I horrible for being totally OVER going into labor? *sigh* anywho, If she does decide to come early, I hope she waits until next week, because my OB is out of town, and I DO NOT want to end up delivering with the Dragon Lady (Different OB, same practice, no bedside manner, generally unpleasant). Can you kick your doctor out of the delivery room, and have the nurses deliver your baby? Im sure they do it more often, and probably better than the Dr. anyway.
This was at 15 weeks